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June 5, 2014 By admin Leave a Comment

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In a recent post in the context of giving too much weight to the apostle Paul’s views on homosexuality, I mentioned that Paul didn’t always know what he was talking about.  I wanted to take time to expand on that, not to belabor the point of homosexuality, but because I realize that such a comment could be seen as completely inflammatory.  After all, it’s not a stretch to say that Paul has had more of an impact on the shaping of Christianity throughout history than anyone else.  Perhaps even more so than Jesus, which is an interesting consideration.

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If all we had were the red-letter words of Jesus from the gospels, there’s a good chance that issues like slavery, the role of women, and homosexuality would’ve played out much differently in the church.  Not to mention the fact that pop culture probably would’ve also had to do without the massively popular Left Behind series and anything else that has its roots in rapture theology.

For starters, it’s good to firmly acknowledge that Paul’s world was starkly different than the one we live in.  I think it’s easy to imagine ourselves back then, listening to one of Paul’s letters, having no concept of just how different it was – save for minor cultural things having to do with women’s hair.  I’m not going to attempt a deep dive here, but I’ll touch on just a couple of things.

Paul’s was a world that held all kinds of beliefs about deities.  Mystery religions were flourishing and temple cult practices were rampant.  And although there’s debate over just how prevalent it was, temple prostitution was also a thing.  Gods were thought to walk among men – at least to some extent.  Rulers were often worshiped as divine saviors, sometimes during their lives and sometimes after they had died.

Recall in Acts 14 where the author says that Paul and Barnabas were mistaken as gods (“The gods have come down to us in human form!” Acts 14:11).  I can’t imagine walking down the street today and mistaking someone for a god.  I don’t even know what that means, but I don’t think it matters, except to point out that the world back then was crazy different from ours today.

Also, many Jewish people had been living with the expectation that, any day now, God was going to break through in a mighty cosmic intervention that would overthrow all corruption and establish a proper reign in the land.  This was largely born out of the continual domination that the Jewish people had been experiencing.

Suffice it to say, this expected intervention looked nothing like the spiritual kingdom that Christians today generally accept as the kingdom that God did establish.  And keep in mind that Christianity wasn’t its own religion at the time.  It lived largely within Judaism and, as such, many of those we’d call Christians were also living with the expectation of a great cosmic intervention.

It’d be unreasonable to think these things wouldn’t have shaped Paul’s thinking or that they don’t provide context and framework to some of Paul’s words.

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Perhaps the biggest of these things was Paul’s expectation that God was about to bring things to a close in a major way – and very soon.  This certainly puts a degree of context around some of the intensity we see in his writings.  Paul fully expected Jesus to descend from the sky above in a grand entrance, at which point Paul himself – along with others who happened to be alive at the time – would float up into the sky to meet Jesus.  And he expected this to happen in his lifetime.

This acutely imminent expectation was so widespread among the believers that they were surprised that people were actually dying before this event took place, resulting in questions about what would happen to the recently deceased.

And Paul preached this expectation, instructing people to live their lives accordingly.  He went so far as to tell married men to live as though they weren’t married, because the end of all things was near (1 Corinthians 7:29).  That’s interesting direction to give.  I’m not sure exactly what it would even look like in practice, but it probably wouldn’t do much to enhance anyone’s marriage by today’s standards.  Not surprisingly, I’ve never heard this passage preached from the pulpit.

Another curious belief of Paul’s was that people who had taken the Lord’s Supper in an improper manner had gotten weak and sick and that some had actually died.  This interesting tidbit is in 1 Corinthians 11:30 (“falling asleep” is a euphemism for death).

I’ve heard a lot of things from the pulpit over the years that I don’t necessarily agree with, but I’ve never heard anyone claim that someone’s sickness might’ve been due to taking communion improperly.  Let alone someone’s death.  If I did ever hear someone make such an assertion, I’d have no problem saying “You’re out of your mind.”

To be clear, I don’t think Paul was out of his mind.  Not at all.  In my opinion, some of the most powerful passages in the Bible come from his hand.  But what this does mean – to me anyway – is that Paul was a product of his time.  The product of a society and worldview that on so many levels we can’t possibly even begin to fathom.  A man whose revelations from God gave him passion and zeal and a drive that shaped his mission.

Now for the elephant in the room.

Paul was wrong.  In fact, this would fall nicely into the “sincerity doesn’t equal truth” mantra that I’d grown so accustomed to touting.  In other words, “You may have been sincere, Paul, but you were sincerely wrong.”  As we’re deciding how to interpret and apply the things he wrote about, we should acknowledge this, no matter how awkward or uncomfortable it may be to do so.

Paul is emphatic in his writings that the message he’s preaching was received by revelation – it wasn’t a teaching of Jesus that was handed down to him by the apostles.  There’s a lot to unpack there and it’s way beyond the scope of this article.

But couple that with the fact that his revelations somehow led him to incorrectly assert something as major as the imminent end of all things and people ascending into the sky and, in my opinion, there are implications.  Namely implications regarding how we should approach his writings.  Because regardless of what kind of inspiration Paul had, he clearly didn’t have a direct pipeline to the divine.

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So in the midst of the hot buttons of marriage equality and whether gay people can be Christians, to be dogmatic about the issue of homosexuality because Paul seems to have indicated it’s against the order of nature (Romans 1:26-27) and that homosexuals won’t inherit the kingdom (1 Corinthians 6:9) simply no longer makes sense to me.

It did at one time, but I was also quite accustomed to glossing over the fact that Paul had some ideas that were just plain weird and he was also way, way off base when it came to some pretty major things (not to mention that there’s a lot of responsible discussion around these two passages in particular, so merely taking them “at face value” – as with many things in the Bible – can be quite problematic).

Because of how Paul is revered within the Christian faith, it can be hard to objectively consider these things.  But we can wrestle through the obvious without vilifying him or writing him off.  There’s plenty to embrace and live out without making theological leaps or clinging to beliefs largely influenced by a man who said that people had died from taking communion improperly.

Many people see this as dangerous territory, because it effectively boils down to picking and choosing what scriptures to accept as relevant.  But let’s face it; everyone’s already doing that to one extent or another.  I don’t see anyone being dogmatic about the end of all things being near, the need to greet each other with a kiss, or married men living as though they’re not married.

So we’re already picking and choosing.  How else do we explain the fact that Paul’s understanding of the order of nature is treated as somehow authoritative regarding sexual orientation (Romans 1:26-27), but completely irrelevant regarding men’s hair (1 Cor 11:14)?

It’s because, at least to some extent, we’re projecting our beliefs and understandings onto the scriptures.  Beliefs that have been shaped by numerous factors, many of which we may not even realize. No one wants to admit to doing this, of course.  And in most cases, we’re probably not even aware we’re doing it.

In this example, one such factor influencing our beliefs may be polarizing translations of the same Greek word atimia in the two different passages.  In Romans 1:26, where the context is lust or passion, the word is translated most commonly as vile, degrading, or shameful.  But in 1 Corinthians 11:14, where the context is the length of men’s hair, the word is most commonly rendered as disgrace or dishonor.

So although Paul used the same word in both places, well-intended Bible translators have made a stark distinction.  This can affect how we interpret the passages and, in turn, how much weight we tend to give each one.  If the Bible says that something is vile, we’re likely to think that’s worse than something that’s merely disgraceful.

But it bears repeating: Paul didn’t make such a distinction.  To Paul, physis (the Greek word meaning the nature of things) shows us that long hair on men and the desires for a member of the same sex are both atimia (the Greek word meaning disgrace).  This is one example of why it can be extremely problematic to simply take passages at face value, particularly if the intent is to use them authoritatively.

So just to reiterate: we are picking and choosing what scriptures to give weight to.  And when we go on to use terms like “culturally relevant,” “disputable matters,” or “salvation issues,” it can either make it seem like we’re not really picking and choosing or it adds to the certainty that we just happen to be picking and choosing properly and responsibly.

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I get the discomfort factor with acknowledging the elephant in the room and rethinking things accordingly.  This certainly wasn’t an overnight conclusion for me, especially after years of being certain that I was one of the ones who happened to be picking and choosing properly.

And the specific issue of homosexuality isn’t something I deliberately set out to reconsider.  Not by a long shot.

But sometimes we find ourselves on unexpected paths that lead to unexpected places.  And it may very well take a level of faith we’re not familiar with to trust that the path is okay and we’re actually meant to be on it.

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People Are Dying

May 27, 2014 By admin Leave a Comment

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A while back, I was reading an online article and the author was going off on a Christian anti-gay tirade.  It wasn’t a “God hates fags” tirade, but a tirade nonetheless, laced with plenty of insistence on the Bible’s clear teaching.

I’m not sure what about this particular article on this particular day brought me to this point, but I got pretty worked up, thinking to myself “People are dying!  Gay people are dying!  They’re turning to drugs and alcohol and they’re committing suicide, often because the Christian community is telling them in one form or another that their sexual orientation isn’t okay.  And they’re dying!”

I was surprised by how intense my reaction was.  And after settling down from what felt like my own tirade, I started to wonder if I was just overreacting and blowing it completely out of proportion.

And I thought about my own church and how delicately and maturely I think it has handled the issue of homosexuality, not trying to push anything as controversial as reparative therapy and not labeling gay people or making them feel inferior.  Not promising that if you just pray hard enough God will change your sexual orientation.  And always coming from a standpoint of “this doesn’t define you and it doesn’t affect how God feels about you.”

Sure, there are exceptions.  People sometimes make insensitive comments.  People can make absolutely asinine comparisons, saying things like “Well it may be in my nature to be prideful, but that doesn’t make it okay” (insert eye-rolling emoticon here).  And I actually had to get up and walk out of a sermon once when a great-hearted, amazing young man asserted with great zeal that God says it’s detestable for two men to lie together.  (Note to self: don’t get sidetracked here by talking about how God also says it’s detestable to eat shrimp.)

So yes, there are exceptions.  But, by and large, the issue is handled with grace and tact and love and compassion.

Of course, it’s still treated as a sin, so people with same-sex attractions need to be okay with a lifetime of celibacy if they’re not interested in a relationship with someone of the opposite sex.  After all, my church has never been one to compromise when it comes to the clear teaching of the Bible (it’s that “ultimate truth” thing I talked about previously).  And for most of my Christian life, I never understood how a church could possibly be accepting of any form of homosexual relationships.

In fact, when I was a young, overly zealous Christian, I was in Chicago on a business trip with about eight others who had come from different cities.  One of the men was gay and he was a Christian.  Of course, in my mind, he couldn’t have been a true Christian.  And I was stunned to hear that his church’s congregation consisted predominantly of gay and lesbian people.  I didn’t even know such a thing existed.  (Yes, I was young and somewhat naive, but keep in mind this was also a long time ago and homosexuality was much more taboo at the time than it is now.)

Needless to say, he and I had some intense and heated exchanges.  They were totally civil and there were never any personal attacks, but they were heated nonetheless.  At least on my end they were.  In retrospect, he was strangely calm and at peace and he didn’t seem at all bent on changing my point of view.

We waded through several scriptures in an engaging debate of sorts.  Some of his explanations were fairly well backed up, but others seemed entirely spurious to me at the time.  Finally, I pointed out that all those passages didn’t really matter, because the apostle Paul clearly says that homosexuals will not inherit the kingdom of God.  Issue settled.  Case closed.

His response?  “We believe that we will.”

I’m pretty sure my blood pressure went through the roof after such a ridiculous comment.  In my mind, I was screaming “Who cares what you believe?!?!  That’s not what the Bible says!”

My intentions were genuine.  And so was my zeal.  But time, experience, and reflection all have a way of changing our understanding and perspective – if we’re receptive.  If we’ll consider the fact that God may actually be trying to move us in a new direction.

I think about the intentions and zeal of those who are currently upholding the church’s traditional stance on homosexuality – at least when it’s done with love and compassion and doesn’t involve people carrying around “God hates fags” signs.  And I believe beyond a shadow of a doubt that people are genuine.  They desire to do what they believe is right in the eyes of God and to uphold the clear teaching of the Bible.

But I’ve gotten to a point where I think phrases like “clear teaching of the Bible” can be hugely problematic, for many reasons.

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For example, I really think it would behoove us all to consider that hundreds of years ago when Galileo put forth that the earth was not the center of a three-tiered universe, the well-meaning church tried him for going against the authority of the scriptures and twisting them to fit his own agenda.  The church then deemed him a heretic and would’ve had him put to death if he hadn’t recanted.  Even after he did recant, he still had to spend the rest of his life under house arrest.

Can you even imagine?  And all because he wanted to tell people that the sun didn’t revolve around the earth?  What difference does that make, anyway?

The problem is, this Galileo example is so patently absurd to us that people will say “But homosexuality is different.”  I have a couple things to say about that.

First, Galileo’s unfortunate situation was anything but absurd at the time.  It was a thing.  And clearly a very big thing.  Because it brought into question the very understanding of truth as thought to be defined by the scriptures.  And that can feel scary and dangerous.

Where I come from, we warn of the dangers of twisting the scriptures to fit one’s own agenda.  And that’s precisely what the church thought Galileo was doing.  He was charged with “glozing the said scriptures according to (his) own meaning,” and thus putting forth a teaching that was “contrary to the Holy Scriptures.”

Secondly, yes, the issue of homosexuality is different than our planet’s location in the universe.  When we say it’s different, though, we mean it’s more serious.  We say things like “It’s a salvation issue.”  The implication is that we’re playing around with eternity in hell and so it’s not to be taken lightly.  I get it.

But I also think we make a lot of assumptions around that view and base it largely on Paul’s assertion that homosexuals won’t inherit the kingdom of God.  Personally, I’ve come to believe that what Paul and many of his contemporaries defined as the kingdom of God was far different than what a lot of Christians today think the kingdom is.  And with all due respect for one of the greatest contributors to the New Testament, Paul didn’t always know what he was talking about (I realize such a comment might be controversial, so I’ll discuss it in another post).

Meanwhile, I’ll put forth that the church likely did see the situation with Galileo as a salvation issue.  It’s certainly not out of the question, given the intense reaction and the claim that his teachings were “contrary to the true sense and authority of the Holy Scriptures.”

Typically, when I’ve considered issues throughout history where the church and many Bible believers were ultimately shown to be wrong in their use of the scriptures – the Galileo debacle is merely one of many – my tendency has been to assume that if I’d been around at the time, I would’ve had the proper understanding of the Bible.  Sure, the church as an institution may have been jacked up and clearly “majoring in the minors,” but I wouldn’t have been. I would’ve been on the side that, over time, came out on the right side of the issue.  In other words, I would’ve been standing up for Galileo all along.  Or the slaves.  Or the Jewish people.  Or the African Americans.  Or…

After all, who doesn’t like to be right, right?

Well, I’m no longer going to assume I wouldn’t have been holding dogmatically to a “biblically based” position that would ultimately fall by the wayside as time marched on and people evolved in their understanding of what was right or true.  I now realize that such an assumption would require an embarrassing level of arrogance on my part.  And this is partly why I no longer think that what I’ve historically believed to be true about homosexuality “in God’s eyes” is actually right.

As far as it being a salvation issue – the implication being that anyone in a homosexual relationship is at risk of spending eternity in hell – maybe we should consider the hell that’s being created here and now for the affected people.

Maybe we should consider that our current Bible – in most Christian denominations, anyway – consists of 66 books, composed over the course of nearly a thousand years and yet, when taken as a whole, there are very few references to what we call eternity, let alone our typical, modern understanding of salvation, heaven, and hell.  (I’ve become fascinated lately with the evolution of Christianity and how it seems that it was only over time that a primary focus on the afterlife emerged).

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So was I overreacting to the anti-gay tirade I mentioned earlier?  I don’t think so.  People are dying.  And many more are experiencing extreme pain, suffering, and turmoil because of dogmatic beliefs – either their own or those of others – that in the grand scheme of things could very well be as irrelevant as the understanding of our planet’s location in the universe.

We may be tempted to laugh at the absurdity of the Galileo misfortune, but I’m pretty sure no one was laughing back then.

Maybe there’s something we can learn by looking at the mistakes that have been made throughout the history of Christianity and humbly considering that we likely would’ve been on the wrong side of those issues as well, all the while quoting our Bibles to prove our position.

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Cognitive Dissonance, Anyone?

May 21, 2014 By admin 1 Comment

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Over the last few years, I’ve been amazed at some of the things I’ve learned about how our brains work.  The incredible abilities they have to process and sort and prioritize and filter.  The instrumental role they play in our health and the power they have to help us heal.

In and of themselves, these things aren’t earth shattering or entirely new concepts to me.  But it’s been particularly interesting to consider some of the things through spiritual lenses; namely through the lenses of Christianity.

Two things in particular have stood out to me.  The first has to do with the documented evidence about the benefits of meditation.  Things like how it reduces stress and increases our ability to focus.  It allows us to deal with challenging situations and can help modify our behavior for the better.  And the time we “sacrifice” to spend in meditation is gained back exponentially because of how much more focused, healthy, effective, and at peace we are.

What’s been particularly striking to me, though, is the fact that studies have shown that meditation actually activates the part of our brain that’s tied to compassion.  And to take it a step further, studies also show that compassion is linked to happiness, contentment, and fulfillment.  So if we make meditation a regular part of our lives, we’re more likely to help others and be happier.

The reason I find this so interesting is because it shows us that good actually lies at the very core of who we are and who we were designed to be.  Sure, we may struggle to tap into it, but it’s there.  That may not seem like a big deal to a lot of people, but it is to me.  And that’s because I’ve spent most of my life living within a Christian story that in many ways says the exact opposite.  It’s a story that emphasizes a fall.  And with this fall, sin came into the world and effectively ruined everything.

Now I don’t think many people would deny that we invite all kinds of garbage into our lives and make destructive decisions that ultimately cut us off from experiencing the fullness of our humanity.  But what we hear quite commonly within Christianity is that God had to go to extreme measures to deal with the sin problem.  To pay the price for our shortcomings.  We hear that without the sacrifice of Jesus, we’re not worthy to enter God’s presence.

Indeed, in the Christian story, we are often told that the only reason God can look at us at all is because he sees the blood of Jesus rather than seeing the stained, sinful people that we truly are at our very core.  I’ve lost count of the number of times over the years I’ve heard that, without Jesus, we’re actually enemies of God.  This is a disturbingly familiar theme, one that’s partly due to the NIV’s thoughtful mistranslation of the Greek text from Romans 5.

So in this story, we somehow went from being given the breath of life and pronounced “good” to being objects of God’s wrath.  To reinforce this idea, we have occasional stories throughout the scriptures where God is shown to strike people dead for various reasons.  We have priests taking extreme measures in the Old Testament to ensure they weren’t struck dead due to their “unholiness” when they entered the temple.

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And for a bit of extra color, we throw in stories about how a rope would get tied around the priest’s waist so if God did strike him dead the others could pull the dead body out from a safe distance without risking their own lives.  Sure, the rope story is likely an urban legend, but it shows the ideas of God that have permeated Christianity for hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of years.

What does all of this say about God?  Or perhaps more importantly, what does it say about us?

All of this leads into the second thing that stood out to me, which involves how our brains get wired.  It goes something like this.  As our brains get exposed to something over and over, they establish neural pathways.  In other words, they get hardwired.

And once that happens, an auto filter process kicks in.  The brain welcomes anything that lines up with the ideas or beliefs that are already in place as part of the hard wiring.  But anything that conflicts with the established wiring merely gets discarded.  It just goes out the window.  And it’s all done automatically, requiring no conscious effort on our part.  This is precisely why it’s so hard to teach an old dog new tricks, so to speak.

Here’s what’s fascinating to me about all of this.  It means that it’s entirely possible for the disturbing elements of the Christian story to get so deeply embedded into our subconscious minds that the elements of the story that are supposed to breathe life into us get auto filtered and subsequently tossed out the window.  And we don’t even realize it.

We can hear “God is a loving, merciful God,” but if our brains have a neural pathway that says “God kills people for lying,” then our brains open the window and toss “God is loving” right outside.  At a subconscious level, it’s as though we never even heard “God is a loving, merciful God.”  Think about that for a minute.

We can hear “You are valuable to God,” but if the brain is hard wired with “…but only because Jesus died on the cross to keep God from having to unleash his wrath against you,” well… you get the point.

Now I realize these examples might seem a little extreme.  And I fully acknowledge that many – if not most – Christians probably have healthy Christian-related neural pathways in their brains (I certainly hope they do).  But what about the people who don’t?  There’s no denying that we all process and internalize things differently.  And much of that has to do with our backgrounds, experiences, and personalities.

Two people can sit through a sermon about the crucifixion of Jesus and one can leave feeling energized, loved, hopeful, and ready to go tell everyone this amazing story, while the other feels completely defeated and just wants to go crawl into a cave.  Same story.  Two vastly different effects.  And it’s not just as simple as the latter person needing to “get over it.”  It’s much deeper and more complex than that, especially when you consider that people may not even be aware of the factors at play in their own experience.

I think about the number of Christians I’ve known over the years who just seem to be stuck in one way or another.  Who feel like they’ll never measure up to God’s expectations or like they’re continually falling short somewhere.  Sometimes there’s guilt.  There’s often shame.  Maybe there’s a sense that God isn’t really all that interested.

And then I ponder my own life, with my guilty nature and my tendencies toward legalism and wanting things to be black and white.  And I think about how long I’ve been doing this Christian thing and yet the promises that we proclaim – or at least some of them – can often seem so elusive in my own life.  And it leaves me thinking “What the heck?!”

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But then I consider the hard wiring of my brain and things begin to make a bit of sense.  I start to realize that, for whatever reason, some of the unhealthy messages are like very large, fast-moving, well-established rivers.  And some of the encouraging, healthy messages are like little streams trying desperately to establish their own routes but they can’t.  They just don’t have the power to fight against the raging rivers.

Now this idea is well understood and well accepted throughout psychology.  I don’t think anyone is going to argue against the notion that our thoughts are extremely powerful and that if we can harness and control them – and in the process, train our brains – we’re capable of amazing things.  And that if we don’t take control of our thoughts, we can be in big trouble.

But many people just aren’t aware of all this.  We’re not aware of what our brains are doing.  We’re not aware that unhealthy thought patterns or beliefs have been hard wired and are so prevalent and powerful that they’re preventing anything else from getting in.  And we’re not aware of the effect these thought patterns have on our daily lives.  To some extent, it really is true that our thoughts – whether we’re consciously aware of them or not – create our realities.

With all this in mind, it’s no wonder I’ve known so many Christians over the years – myself included – who can tend to feel empty or mundane or maybe even somehow hopeless but can’t put a finger on why, especially if they’re doing all the “right things.”

The truth is, if we’ve internalized any aspect of the story in an unhealthy way – even if it’s subconsciously – we can be doomed.  And chances are we won’t even realize what’s happening.  Which begs the question “How is that fair?”  Do we really believe God is behind elements of a story that get internalized by some in a way that wreaks emotional havoc?  That can actually hinder people from experiencing the fullness and goodness that we often insist God wants for everyone?

This is one thing that got me thinking that maybe there’s something wrong with how we’ve been interpreting and telling the story.

Maybe there’s something wrong with how we approach biblical stories about God turning people into pillars of salt, commanding genocide, hardening a ruler’s heart in order to inflict dire consequences on a nation, or striking a couple dead for being deceitful about a financial transaction.

Maybe there’s something wrong with how we’ve understood God.

And as a result, maybe there’s something wrong with how we’ve understood ourselves.

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